The-Soul-The-You

P.S : I wish to translate some telugu to direct English.. So,, dear intellectuals -- plz don’t mind… N i m jst writing this post for ma sake to let time leisurely... so frens dont panic about the story..

Hiii frens .. back again after having a long hiatus… U know ?? I m very nice,,, dat I don’t let my ‘FANS’ (….. Now don’t say dat ‘How on earth do u really think to have any such’) get disappointed cuz’ of my lack of sincerity in maintaining ma blog.

Cumin to da dot…. Got confused about the title “The-Soul-The -You”.. actually it is nothing but ‘AathmaRam’ in telugu.. I was jst trying to truly translate it in English n got it dat way..… So now u got me??? I m talking about ‘AathmaRam’ ,,, in my case “AathmaSita” (U see!!! we shud consider the gender)

I ve heard the term ‘AatmaRam’ , for the first time , in my favourite hero, Chiru’s film ‘Annaya’.. Aaah they have made the concept so much hilarious,, dat u cannot resist laughin.. Dat humor is a sort of must-to-be-seen…

Whenever I need to make a will.. it happens so dat…. My mind says one thing n my heart,, nothing but ‘AatmaSita’ ,, says another…

For instance : Previously , during my scool days, I used to be soo sincere dat never I copied from any ones answer sheets.. Nd wenever I see those who take the risk of copying n score gud marks,, I wished that I also do it at some point of my life…. One fine day, in my 7^th clas or soo (Basically, I hardly remember my past .. so the info dat I furnished may not be Accurate :P J ) during our assignment tests ,, I cud finally do it. Actually , I was forced to do, cuz’ I dint cum prepared…

When the exam commenced , I was placed beside a guy who is not dat gud at studies.. My ‘AtmaSita’ popped out n said ‘AAHA LALLI EM LUCK EE NEEDI?’(“Aaha lalli wat luck urs?”)….. U can imagine the scene as shown generally in movies…

AatmaSIta: Aaha wat luck urs?

Exam ki emi raadu.. dani meeda,, keka candidate pakkana seating.. so copy kottu ee idea ne jeevitanne marchestundi...

(Exam for anything don’t know…. Moreover keka candidate beside seating.. So do copy 'This idea can change ur life' )

Me: Enti luck?? pakkana evaru kurhucnte nakenti?? Nenu emi copy kottanu . nenu chala sincere amma..

(Wat luck… whatever !! who ever beside seating,, wat for me? I don’t copy .. I m soooo sincere maa.. )

AatmaSIta: nee moham.. copy kottakapothe fail avtav.. mundu mundi untundi musalla pandaga ..

(Ur face!!! No copies => u fails … In front there is crocodile festival)

AatmaSIta is trying to convince me to do that ‘giri hui harkat’ even before the question paper is distributed..I was feeling like.. I can manage the thing sincerely..Now the papers are given to me..

At the glance of it, my heart was beating in a peculiar rhythm… I was flat… shocked… confused.. U know!! U cud see al sorts of expression on ma face at dat moment..i can even be awarded best actress if only a director cud catch ma expressions.. I cud jst answer one n only one Q .. nothing more .. My heart felt dumping myself.. I turned pale..

AatmaSIta: Adddd i !!!!!!!! ippudu cheppu , adhyakshaa .. em chestaru?

(Thatttttttuu !!!!!! Now speaku madam.. wat do ‘s? )

Me: edemaina… nenu copy kottanu kaka kottanu.. Aina nuventi asalu disturbance of India?

(Whatever… I will not ---not --- will not copy.. Hey Who r u? 'Gr88 disturbance of India' )

AatmaSIta: nenaa.. nee aathma nu.. nuvvekedikellina nee venta vasthaa...

(mee? ur Soul.. 'My network follows where u go')

I turned up ma head.. looked around n saw dat evry body is busy answering the Q’s… I cud se from there the topper, who is relentlessly .. continuously… intelligently answering the paper.. By dat sight I felt more disheartened…

AatmaSIta: Chudu a topper gadu tega rasestunnadu .. chivarki nee pakkana vadu kuda kummestunnadu.. Thu nee batuku..

(See dat topper is writing much oo much.. atlast the beside gud also kumming.. Shit ur life.. :P)

Me: edemaina.. nenu copy kottanu kaka kottanu..

(Whatever… I will not---- not--- will not copy..)

Time is running out fastly.. I hurriedly written the one n only answer dat I knew.. n started looking around.. ‘AatmaSita ’ is haunting me to make it only for this time… Meanwile this guy is manipulationg some symbols on his face.. wich cud only be understud by another guy at da corner …. I tried to make out the meaning from those wierd gestures…but cudnt make it…. I wondered how on earth the other boy understud it… He then passed on a slip to a girl beside.. then to another girl.. n chain finally culminated at da boy beside me.. nd yallah dis one got his answer n went on busily with it.. I was da only one bewarsely making out nothing out of anything around me..

AatmaSIta: Thu ni batuku … Chusi nerchuko..

(Shit---- See n learn)

Ee okkasari copy chesi .. teda chudu, copying valla kastalu potay… em chadavaka poina emchakka raseyachu..

(Do that only for this time.. n see the change ’Copying In diffulties Out’ even not having studied emwood write )

Me: nooo .. vaddu… nenu cheyyanu .. nannu vadiley..

(Nooo Don’t.. I Do not… leave Me)

AatmaSIta: nooo ane mata na dictionary lo ledu…

(No noo in my dictionary….)

Copy kottu (copy beat ) U can

Me : noo kottanu

(noo no beat) … I cant

AatmaSIta: Take my word… u must sometimes take risks my dear,, There only lies ur results..

U can imagine as in movies .. The never ending Dialogues… .. ‘Yes U can.. No I cannot ‘ --- .. ‘Yes U can.. No I cannot ‘----.. ‘Yes U can.. No I cannot ‘..

Th guy beside me is now staring at me.. as a sort of sympathetic look.. thinkin I ve gone mad .. dat I started talking with myself… N then he got it .. n threw his copy of slip paper towards me…

‘AathmaSIta ’ , then somehow dominated myself n that is wen I started answering the questions… for the first time in ma life.. by copying the answers from others…

Here cums the twist to the story… As I don’t have experience in doing so… I got caught by my teacher… who then warned me of ma behavior. When she is barking at me… .. I cursed at my ill luck.. My teacher even informed dat to my brothers who r studying in da same scool n who r known for their sincerity..

It is from then that I decided never to listen to my ‘AathmaSita’..

Heyy whatever ,,,, it is after all ur ‘AathmaSita ’ takes u forward in many critical situations… So it had to pop out always to show ur destiny…..

But frens believe me… Sometimes ur ‘AathmaSita ’ or ‘AathmaRama’, whatever ,, will be the only one ,wich shows a righteous path.. even though it sometimes goes otherwise…. I also have had gud results by following my ‘AathmaSita ’ many a time… I jst projected it negatively to draw fun out of it…. I jst went on nostalgic about my scool life once I started typing the above incident.. it’s a gr88 feeling …

Finally .. there is nuthin as such a moral from this post… All dat I wanna say is dat “ U need to follow ur heart many a time rather than jst ur mind.. “ i.e u need to listen sometimes to “The-Soul-The- U” :) :) :)